Sunday, October 12, 2008

-$1,125 from 1/2 NL (Borgata and Bloomfield)

vanillachaos01: -475 at bloomfield
vanillachaos01: 2 buy ins
vanillachaos01: 200 and 275
vanillachaos01: first one was from this hand
vanillachaos01: EP raises utg to $17, i call with 75c after Kc has been flipped over. 8 ppl to the flop
vanillachaos01: Q 7 5, rainbow 1 club
vanillachaos01: checked around to EP who bets $30
vanillachaos01: i call and 6 way to the turn
vanillachaos01: 5 or 6
vanillachaos01: sorry, flop is Q 7 6*
vanillachaos01: turn is the Jc
vanillachaos01: sb goes all in covering the whole table. folds around to me i have $130 more i call
vanillachaos01: i realized after the hand that i didn't hve the potodds to call
vanillachaos01: i needed 4.5 or 5- 1. there was $446 on the turn. was getting more like 3-1
vanillachaos01: so tha twas a mistake
vanillachaos01: then i reloaded
vanillachaos01: this was after 4 hours of sitting tight and treading water
vanillachaos01: i won 1 pot
vanillachaos01: not even lying
vanillachaos01: 1 pot
vanillachaos01: and then towards the end
vanillachaos01: i made it 21 to go in the sb with TT
vanillachaos01: i got 5 callers
vanillachaos01: flop comes K 4 3, 2 spades
vanillachaos01: i bet 80 guy goes all in so i had 120 left and i called he had a set of 4's i lose



Lost earlier today in AC too so down 650+475 for the day. I guess I can't really say i'm playing great poker either, so that in addition to hands not holding up becomes a dangerous combination. Mentally i'm getting more used to the swings but taking an unexpected $1100 hit in 24 hours does hurt. I guess that's just the nature of the game but I can't help but think that I could be doing more to prevent these things from occuring. There are a lot of factors that go into a downswing that go beyond the game and into the psyche of the person. Just like athletes need to compete at their hardest every time they go play, the same applies here. Today I felt as though the 2nd session coudl've been prevented but something was a little off. I was definitely steaming at the table and should've handled myself better; either by quitting the game or taking a break.

Maybe a few days off to clear my head from poker is necessary, we'll see what happens i guess.


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